This internal explosion would cause a great amount of attention towards myself.. if I were to ever really channel this energy. Isn’t it funny how we pay most attention to those who transcend the “every day norm?” When we look back to a certain time or day, we don’t think to ourselves “Gosh that one really well mannered and quiet guy was so average and memorable” - it’s the more explosive occurrences that stand out in our minds. We think back to those who were loud, upset, or whatever. Pouring out a lot of energy, causing attention to themselves. This is one reason why I am selective with who I let see behind the curtain of my every day personality. And even then, it feels a chore to communicate soundly.
Honestly, simple words and this ” L A N G U A G E “ is a flimsy half-ass method of truly connecting with one another. But is that the point? With so many different aspects, levels, and plain THINGS that life consists of.. maybe one of the most sarcastic life challenges is to reconnect all of the dots that have somehow found themselves labeled as “separate.” And this involves using a multitude of tools and mediums. “There was never meant to be only one.”
Like our journey in life, like creating art: there are endless possibilities for going through such processes. There is no real journey if our path has been laid out for us. If getting to where we need to be was as easy as reading a sign or a book.. where would the fun of it be?
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